Its been so long since i really had time to think. For the past two weeks ive been sleeping like there wouldnt be any tomorrow. Ive been in bed 10-12 hours max. Its probably bec of d nature of my previous job that i am pampering myself wid more than enuf bedtime. Bt deep down i knw i was again evading.
wen i was a kid and jus like any ordinary kid who finds himself in trouble, my bro and i discovered dat to escape discipline (and wid dis i mean a good number of ass whoopin) we need to fall asleep fast or in most cases effectively pretend we were asleep. My brother perfected dat skil. I on the otherhand had to suffer nt bein abl to sit on most occasn. I dnt hav anything on d mode my parents utilized to disciplined us, dnt get me wrong. I think dat my subconscious together wid innate instinct to run away found an easy escape frm wat seems to be a pretty challenging task.
two of the major events i prepared for this summer hav long been done. Now, im faced wid d inevitable follow through. Ders so much to do and so little time. Bt if u think that propeld me to take actn ur wrong. D only actn i took was evade through dreaming. 2nyt though ive come
to terms wid wat needs to be done. This wil nt go away. Il stil get whackd no matter how long i dream of whack-free life. I told myself, "lets get this over and done with!
and so i diggd in on d books i was reading and focusd on things that needed to be done. I
am trying to organize a youth org with a tagline that s Committed. Competent. Dependable. I never in my wildest dream hav seen myself take on such a tedious task of organizing a group. Bt i guess destiny has few supposedly funny tricks up his sleeve. D camp last april, my first event, jump started the entire campaign. Now im preparing for the follow through. Watch out world im awake and out to conquer u. If only i can sleep bec i stil hav to work d entire day tom.
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