i am depressed and its starting to annoy me. i dont know if its worth entertaining or not, but what i know and feel at this moment is that i wish i can fly.
but i cant. i can wish my heart out but the fact remains that i will have to pend tomorrow night away from those that i want to be with. although i managed to spend last week with them, i still in my heart of hearts want to be with them.
there is this boy inside me that wants to scream and throw tantrums and i am trying very hard to control the need to let him out. yeah i am that desperate. but if you were to be with the people that you so want to be with, wouldnt you feel the same?
although the thing that drives me equally nuts is if they want to be with me as much as i want to be with them??? damn feeling!!!
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