days events

Hale's "the day you said goodnight" is playing on my ipod. i have my in-ear on coz i sound trip pretty loud. yeah! i am considerate because its already 4:15 although technically its just quarter to 4. the clocks on my room are 30 mins advance.

now, i am flippin from my g4m account (hoping there is a message or a reply...ding, im tired of messaging evry yummable being), a blogger friend's page (which had something abt me....yippey...its impressive...if you have the voyuer tendencies click here), yahoomail(lots of spams...damn), ym window of a friend (chit-chat-talk...yadah...yadah...), and my entry for the day.

lately, i cant seem to find the gusto to write. last night i met up with a blogger friend. we talked and as usual when i talk, and i talk a lot especially on such occasions, i heard myself verbalize what has been brewing inside my heart and soul. the feeling! he told me to write something about it, my odd justification of life and my current state---wah!, since i have been passionate in telling it and if i know myself, thank god he let me, been yak-ing for the good three hours that we stayed at seattles at sm manila.

should i write about it? hmmmm...(eyes rolling) i dont think so. well, maybe not just yet. actually what i wanna put my fingers on is why i have no gusto to write in the first place? and while i was staring at the pc earlier it dawned on me. i have been distracted with a lot of things since i got back from the last frontier-my prison-my sanctuary-my future that i had less time to think and really think.

later that night while i was at seattles (this time at tomas morato...was it tomas morato? ...andrei!!!) i told myself i should find time and just lounge inside my room listening to good music. because when i do that i think and meditate on things. that realization came at the very oppurtune time. because i have a very cozy room with the help of the couch that was dethroned by the new piece my dad bought.

i thought i will never have the chance to do it, but just now i am actually lounging at the same time i am writting. talking about fast results. heheheh! the funny thing is i cant stop hittin my keyboard. i wanna say so much at the same time say it in a different way, a creatively different way. alas, something new to think about!

so what happened today? my day started with "heidi lowla" banging my door so we could to maynilad and ask why did we have a 23thousand bill. boy they got ass whooping from me. we found out that they are charging my aunt 42K for 7 months of service. hmmm...nyerks...thats the only thing i did today! hahahhaa. well aside from watching tv, calling acad books, and texting... my oh my! what a productive day! well, atleast i am writing again!