Monday, June 13, 2005

Hoping For A Meaning...

8:51 PM 6/13/2005

Twas around 4pm when I woke up. My back aches from over sleep and my skin feels awefully sticky, probably from sweat and who knows what(hehehehe). I had my fill of mummys the night before from National Geographic Special on Pharoahs Week. I dont know why, but there is something mysteriously enticing seing the great figures and rulers of the ancient world.

Its was a relief, finally being able to sleep on my bed. For the past two nights I was out, hanging out with friends and dancing the night away. I dont know why but for some odd reason i felt like i had to. I was even tempted to go out last night after watching a movie with my brother. I restrained myself. I was victorious, i thought, but as i plunge into dreamland i had a realization - I dont want to be alone.

For the past week, I have been trying to get answers to some questions lingering at the back of my (SILLY, HARD, STUBBORN) head. Like the antropologist working on a mummys, I want to know if there is a reason why things should stay as it is. One episode last night is about TUT, the boy king. Antropologists, historians, and doctors dispelled a lot of theories about the life and death of the young pharoah by closely examining his reamins. They have re-written history by taking some risk. I have doubts if I would be as happy as they were. As far as i can see, with the information I have, I am bound to be a failure. Another journey ending in pain. Maybe somethings are not meant to be asked, somethings are left unanswered.

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OMG, my parents are here
10:50 PM 6/13/2005

Suddenly, Im derailed from my train of though. They surprised me and my brother. It is his 25th birthday. Today were practically twins. Both 25. Both happy to see our parents.Around 25 years ago I was born and then ten months after my bro was born. It seldom happens but i guess my parents were excited to get back in the sack. hahaha.

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