Tuesday, June 28, 2005

"parteEbOi Engaged"

I was surpised and almost dumbfounded at how people can be so disciminative. I was chatting earlier and people were ganging up on me because of my nick, parteEbOi. They had a lot of questions. And lots of sermon that followed.

I cant believe myself. They were indeed preaching on me and trying to make me conform with their norms, which are not societal norms, and even if they were are still questionable. I engaged them in a healthy conversation. We exchanged points of view and rationales, why things are the way they they are. It came to a point that they were ridiculing and almost stepping down on me (oh gawd, i cant believe it was happening) because I choose to be what I am - parteEbOi

I got a little ticked off. They were obviously tripping and they want me to change and see things the way they do. That will never happen. I dont like getting bullied into a frame of thought. I dont respect those who cant accept the fact that opinions vary. So I said, "I dont want to be an instrument of opression, I refuse to be the person to ridicule and subject others to pian and suffering." I asked them, my detractors, What good does it do them to become the very person they loathe, granted that they are also oppressed (and yes they are) by the society that forces us to change, the stereotypical thinkers, the old fashioned saints and facist, that marginalizes the different, the bold - my kind. (GLMs, PLUs, and partee peeps)

I hate to point the fact that they have become what they so hate. Their bickering and interogation caused someone discomfort. They unknowingly subject me to a category that disables me to become more than what the definition of my status. Duh! Nah-uh. I wont let them. If they opted to be the very thing that they hate I wont hold them againts their will. I choose not. I wont be the very thing that I hate. I will be loving and understanding. I am after all, parteEbOi

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