I browsed through my 2004, 2003, and 2002 journal and I was surprised at how much Ive been through through the years. I can definitely say it was not an easy journey coming from where I was to where I am now. There are times that I thought I wouldnt be able to make it. But I did it. Now its interesting to be reminded of how different my life was. How miserable it was. I have no clue that I would be of all feelings be amazed and entertained looking back. It may not have been a very sunny two years but all I can say is that I am happy that I am through the most testing time of my life.
Just finished watching Manydy Moore movie "How To Deal" at HBO. Its about love, marriage, and (the inevitable for most American weddings) divorce. I Asked myself, why do we have to believe in the illusion of love when its almost certain that pain is at the other end of the line? Why do we ever fall in LOVE?
(long pause... lost interest to continue...)
I can not believe that I did not do anything today but watch TV. Usually I get to read a page or two from one of the several books im reading.
Today was utterly wasted. I was so unproductive. If I continue to be like this, a useless couch potato, with the amount of food I eat, I am afraid Id be a whale in no time. I literally spent the entire day watching TV. I would be happier if i was able to write something nice but just when I was starting to, I lost interest. Goodness! Talk about distraction. Guess Ill just have to continue the love blog next time. I think I am too jaded to write right now. I wonder what started this feeling... I wonder what led to this?
Just finished watching Manydy Moore movie "How To Deal" at HBO. Its about love, marriage, and (the inevitable for most American weddings) divorce. I Asked myself, why do we have to believe in the illusion of love when its almost certain that pain is at the other end of the line? Why do we ever fall in LOVE?
(long pause... lost interest to continue...)
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I can not believe that I did not do anything today but watch TV. Usually I get to read a page or two from one of the several books im reading. .jpg)
Today was utterly wasted. I was so unproductive. If I continue to be like this, a useless couch potato, with the amount of food I eat, I am afraid Id be a whale in no time. I literally spent the entire day watching TV. I would be happier if i was able to write something nice but just when I was starting to, I lost interest. Goodness! Talk about distraction. Guess Ill just have to continue the love blog next time. I think I am too jaded to write right now. I wonder what started this feeling... I wonder what led to this?
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