me: hey you!
myself: who, me?
me: yeah you... who esle?
myself: what now?
me: i wanna know why you feel that way?
myself: huh?
me: why were you sad?
myself: me? sad... who says im sad!
me: oh come on... it obvious. you look miserable?
myself: hmmmp! im not!
me: yeah you are.
myself: maybe im just looking for a reason.
me: a reason?
myself: i wanna understand things?
me: you dont want that! trust me... its more saddening than what your feeling right now. trust me! been there done that...
myself: i wanna know why?
me: are you sure you wanna know why?
myself: im afraid to ask. actually i am afraid to know... i am afraid... im just afraid.
me: you know what... its simple, things just happen.
myself: yeah right! so thats normal then?
me: in this day and age i think it is!
myself: you think? so, your not sure?
me: i cant be certain. but i try to understand.
myself: UNDERSTAND?
me: yeah... its easier that way. you dont punish yourself too much.
myself: WHAT? but its not right? its not suppose to be normal!
me: well, what is normal anyway?
myself: there has to be atleast something... a limiting factor, a code.
me: davinci code?
myself: its not funny!
me: i know... but if you think about it too much youll drown.
myself: i wanna make sense of it.
me: which? what happened?
myself: nah... not that... those things happen... im looking for a code. one that makes sure were still human.
me: but we are! dont think of us any less... we may do things differently than others but were still human.
myself: even if we act without thinking?
me: ah... thats inevitable. were part animal... always remember that!
myself: but thats what puzzles me, when are we thinking and when are we merely doing things out of the urge.
me: are you serious?
myself: yeah i am... im confused.
me: are you now? look inside yourself you'll know.
myself: im tired!
me: who wouldn't?
myself: im ready to give up.
me: welcome to the club!
I: oh come on you two. your both better than that! you'll make it. things are not as hard as they seem. kaya nyo yan!
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