Paradox

Ders sumthing n me dat carelessly wish for a reactive
result. Maybe jus maybe i wnt hav to think of d future
and worry my ass off. If m definite dat my life would
end maybe id hav a brighter outlook. I may be busy
enuf livin d rest of my existence dat id forget how
miserable i am. Watelse s out der? More money? Damn!
nt a even million dollars can give me wat m longing 4.
No one can buy real hapiness. If i work my sori bored
ass off il hav money to spend. For sure it wil make me
hapi. Bt at d same time dat kind of hapines lends
itself to an addictn dat wnt stop until m tired
working and spending. So wat good wil it do? Maybe if
m dying d sun wil be brighter, d moon wil be more
beautiful. Everything wil be more meaningful in dat
fleeting moment. If m dying id probably hav a reason
to live.

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