longing

Der s something n d air that irritates me. For one i hav dis unrealizd craving to be wid some1. Earlier while on d way to dinner i was staring at dis person sitting opposite and a longing was brewing nside me. It came to an alarming point of want and need that i started to evaluate y i was n d first place staring as if wanting to own. I felt i need to find someone and wrap myself all over huever. i paged a friend abt dis sudden need for physical contact. Its weird bcoz i
consider it rare 4 me to really need, as in desperately, to be wid some1 and 2day seem 2 be a full moon.

ryt now im fyting d urge to spiral down an emotional roller coaster. I dare nt look back for i myt see something that may keep me here for longer than id be willing too. Maybe we really nid a human touch, a hand embracing u, a warm body unintentionally forcing u to go further n2 d mattress. Maybe i nid some1. Bt i knw i dnt nid a permanent bunkmate. I dnt even want to go through all that jazz dat come wid dat new pair of slip ons n d side of d bed. Well, maybe nt jus yet. Bt for this night, jus 2nyt, i knw id feel comfortabl next to some1 m attracted to at a mutual degree. I guess its safe to rant. It wud sure feel good to kiss someone...to feel my lips gracefuli and passionately against someone. Ah, a kiss. The dance of d body and soul. The slow choreography of touch, breathing, and seductn. M drowning. M wanting.

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